Disappointed

I was looking through Gmail conversations with someone, and was almost surprised to see that we had such fun talking to each other then. When I compare that with our situation now, those conversations seem surreal.

I still don't understand how we became what we are today, and probably never will, because it's just too weird to ask. I do have a theory why, but it seems a little too far-fetched so I still refuse to believe it today.

Hmm.